Weekend Diary 20th July 2025

How am I feeling?
Tired but a calm weekend overall, albeit we had the grandkids 


How has husband been this weekend? 
No new symptoms. Still sleepy but stable.

Enjoyed a family roast and diversion of afternoon baking with the granddaughter for me ❤️

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